When you’re having an on and off extended anxiety attack and you don’t want to reach out to anyone because every name you see brings up a good reason for why you shouldn’t text them.

Maybe they’ve got their own things going on.

Maybe they’re your ex as much as they are your best friend.

Maybe this person is a new friend so you shouldn’t.

And this person, you don’t want to rely on her so much (Nomi). And anyway, she has a vacation starting tomorrow, so better not disturb her. Better not be a burden.

And this person is in a different timezone.

And this new friend you don’t talk enough, haven’t known each other enough.

Someone save me.