12:31am.

This guy on Reddit is talking about his wife and their daughter. Getting ready for work. Coming out of the shower and asking his wife, “Why do we work?”

That’s a good question, in all honesty. I am more focussed on the…mundane-ness of this all. I miss it. With anyone. I want it, again.

One of the things with growing up is your “circle” becoming smaller and smaller. I have so many online friends now. Met-once friends. But this smaller circle of even just interactions bothers me so much, let alone friendships. I feel terrible for anyone dealing with ‘loneliness.’ I hope you see better times. I really do.

I re-watched Your Name. So much of life is chance encounters and feelings you cannot always explain. I wonder if I’m ever going to find someone I just…naturally hit it off with, again. Even if I do, there’s a lot left to chance. Did we meet at the right time? As an ace person, I ask, ‘Am I ever going to get lucky again with this?’

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